Category: Essays

  • fine…

    fine…

    start feeling like everything i did was for nothing.

    just wanna share some reels

  • 綺麗なままで

    綺麗なままで

    いつかその日が来るまで
    Until one day that moment comes

    逃げ惑う私を許して
    Please forgive me for avoiding this

    あなたを无れる为にはそれしかなかったの
    I have no choice to forget you

    密かに香る記憶が
    Those faint memories

    立ち昇る湯気に消えてゆく
    As the rising steam gradually dissipates

    佳琲に影るprivateはほろkuくLaughって
    Myself reflected in the coffee
    Smiling bitterly

    今日も偉るだけ
    Today is just so hypocritical

    はじめてあなたではない他の誰かと秘密を作ったの
    For the first time, with someone who is not you
    Created a secret

    愛してる愛してたの苦しくて歩き出したくて
    I love you, and I have loved you
    This pain makes me want to take a step forward

    あの日あなたが私を置き去りにした日から
    From the day you left me

    私さえ知らぬ私
    I don't even know myself

    変えたのはあなた
    You changed me

    あの時のいつかその瞳で私を終わらせて
    If one day, please use those eyes
    Put a period on me

    傷つけるつもりならば無かったと言えば嘘になる
    If I said I never wanted to hurt you
    That's just a lie.

    捕まえてくれないのなら誰のものでもない
    If you don't come to keep me
    Then I don't belong to anyone.

    構わずに行くって
    It doesn't matter, just keep going

    Kasumi is bright
    Like mist gradually dissipating

    時は全てを私に伝えてく
    Time tells me everything

    誰よりも愛されてた
    More loved than anyone else

    誰よりもこれからもずっと
    I hope more than anyone else that it will be like this from now on.

    そんな想いは今も私を責め続けてる
    This thought still condemns me.

    気付かずに生きていって
    If I could live without noticing

    守りたいあなたの想いを
    Protect your beautiful intentions

    綺麗な私のままで消えてしまえたなら
    I disappear completely with my pure self

    愛してる愛してたの誰よりもこれからもずっと
    I love you, and I have loved you
    I hope more than anyone else that it will be like this from now on.

    たとえあなたが全て知ってしまったとしても
    Even if one day
    You know all the truth

    忘れない忘れないわ
    I won't forget, I won't forget

    私だけ愛し続けてく
    I will only continue to love you

    二度と戻れない日々を夢見て生きてゆく
    Missing the days that can never come back
    Keep living in the dream

  • nothing

    nothing

    It's dark again

  • 嘗試使用writerside

    Try using writerside

    Today I tried out writerside (hereinafter referred to as ws), a new product from jetbrain.

    An editor mainly based on markdown and xml syntax, aimed at writing API documents.

    Naturally, this product is also document-based, unlike many current note-taking software that is block-based.

    The product is currently in the EA testing stage and the product price is unknown.

    And it doesn't feel very smooth. The support for HTML is limited, for example, you can't insert HTML blocks, Ruby blocks, etc.

    The following are some of the things that impressed me most about ws:

    1. Another set of images is available for dark mode.
    2. The table function of md is very comfortable to edit and will automatically correct and organize the format.
    3. It can be easily deployed to the GitHub page, and finally a very beautiful web page can be output. PDF and docx are of course also supported.
    4. Project git backup is very convenient.

    I personally don't think it's suitable for daily note-taking.

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  • 关于我的一些想法-1

    Some of my thoughts-1

    I find this website quite strange.

    I have always wanted to leave something behind, some trace of my existence.

    I saw a joke about a mother who was so angry with her child that she quickly opened her Moments and showed all the messages, for fear that she would be angry to death and no one would see her interesting life.

    I might be the opposite.

    We watched "Eternal Love" together, and the fragments in my memory flashed by. At that time, we said we wanted to get rid of the pain, but who can really forget it? Just like their story on the screen, disappearing, forgetting, and starting over, we thought that this would be a relief. But now when I think about it, those pictures are like fragments floating in the wind, but they are more clearly engraved in my mind, and the memory refuses to dissipate and insists on staying. Maybe some emotions are like this, the more you want to get rid of them, the more they come back at night, pulling you back to that vague past - everything seems to be leaving, but it has never really gone far.

    You don’t know until you see it. It’s shocking.

    Today's crawler robots are really hardworking.

    Since I modified the code, I added the function of counting article readings.

    Then I realized that I was not alone, and there were countless robots accompanying me.

    On the first day of the detection function being launched, the number of views of all articles on the homepage exceeded 2,000, while the number of views of other articles was 0.

    This reminds me of a time ago when I used ChatGPT to search for information about wave optics rendering, but gpt ended up citing my website. How humorous.

    This feeling can be recalled, but it was already gone at that time.I guess the memories are too heavy, so I haven't flipped through the photo album. But I can't sleep, so I know that memories can also be happy. It's the same tinnitus that feels like falling into the abyss, every night.

    A while ago, I added a Google CAPTCHA feature, which is the one that makes people crazy. On second thought, this thing can't be used in mainland China, and secondly, most of the people who read my blog are robots.

    Since the target audience is mainly robots, the process of forcing Google verification code to enter the website can only be said to be the opposite of the sky.

    But the bad thing about robots is that they talk nonsense. The backend is filled with hundreds of deleted spam advertisements. Fortunately, I installed a spam filter, otherwise my blog would have been flooded with spam.

    Regarding setting passwords for some pages, it is true that everyone has a private side. But since you have seen this, you must know something about me. The password is six digits. But it is not my birthday, nor my information, but the last six digits of something.

    It was really late. The last time I stayed up all night was more than half a year ago. The scene of holding the phone and typing furiously was repeated.

    I haven't used that gaming laptop for a long time. I wanted to run some CUDA recently, so I reconfigured it to limit the computing power. The idea was good, but when I actually ran P95, the temperature went straight up to 100. The CPU was 70 degrees when it was turned on. You should know that this is a CPU with a TDP of less than 45W, and it usually has a power of around 20W. So I took the computer apart and found that the technician who repaired the capacitor last time didn't apply the silicone grease properly. After I replaced it myself, there was no problem.

    Disassemble the laptop to clean the dust

    The day before yesterday, I deliberately took a detour back to Yangji Village's E2 exit to take the subway. It was exactly the same as it was seven years ago, even the puddles and stepping stones were the same. Does time really change anything? Maybe nothing has changed for me.

    Walking up the long ramp, that is where the memory begins.

    I can't walk anymore, I really don't want to walk anymore.

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