Category: Essays
What is the happiest moment in life?
Many times, I thought that this day was just another ordinary day.
Only years later do you realize that this was actually the best day of your life.
And there will never be such a time again.
It was a summer afternoon many years ago, when I was still in middle school.
I neither went home nor took a nap at school, but went to the garden in the neighborhood next door.
Lying on a stone chair.
It was quiet all around, with only the occasional chirping of birds. I just lay there quietly.
Until the lunch break was over, I returned to school with my friends.
Life is like this, the best times usually slip away quietly without you noticing.
Suddenly looking back, I found that happiness had already passed by.
Only then did I realize that the warmth had quietly disappeared.
Notes on Christmas 2024
I was slacking off on Christmas afternoon. I was studying in a cafe with my old friend A.
Officially started writing a paper template based on typst.
Since I didn't know much about typst before, I read the graduate student template of Sun Yat-sen University in detail and decided to start by copying it.
I worked with a friend from my undergraduate program. We worked all afternoon to replicate the layout of the first and second pages.
But it can only be said that the code structure is quite simple and has zero scalability.
But I can’t care about so many things. Being able to run is victory, and the rest can be discussed later.
That night, I went to Xiaobei with my old friend A to eat barbecue.
Walking down the long corridor, everything seemed familiar.
Every time I suggest coming here to eat barbecue, and every time after eating, I say that this place has a poor value for money and I won’t come here again.
After eating, I burped all the way. For the first time in my life, I walked from Xiaobei back to Yangji.
Of course, after wandering around for quite a while, I didn’t get home until after eleven o’clock.
The next day, I was still working on the typst template, from the afternoon until 3:30 in the morning. Finally, I finished it and put it on GitHub.
https://github.com/Remyuu/thesis-typst-cn
My friend asked me why I worked so hard. I smiled.
It's ridiculous that life is so bad that I am addicted to the sense of order and regularity that electronic typesetting brings me.
Friday is also a busy day.
I came home, played some games, prepared the emails I needed to send tomorrow, and finally wrote this diary while lying on the bed.
I have to say, the past six months have been a mess. A lot has changed, but no one can see it.
come on.
綺麗なままで
いつかその日が来るまで
Until one day that moment comes逃げ惑う私を許して
Please forgive me for avoiding thisあなたを无れる为にはそれしかなかったの
I have no choice to forget you密かに香る記憶が
Those faint memories立ち昇る湯気に消えてゆく
As the rising steam gradually dissipates佳琲に影るprivateはほろkuくLaughって
Myself reflected in the coffee
Smiling bitterly今日も偉るだけ
Today is just so hypocriticalはじめてあなたではない他の誰かと秘密を作ったの
For the first time, with someone who is not you
Created a secret愛してる愛してたの苦しくて歩き出したくて
I love you, and I have loved you
This pain makes me want to take a step forwardあの日あなたが私を置き去りにした日から
From the day you left me私さえ知らぬ私
I don't even know myself変えたのはあなた
You changed meあの時のいつかその瞳で私を終わらせて
If one day, please use those eyes
Put a period on me傷つけるつもりならば無かったと言えば嘘になる
If I said I never wanted to hurt you
That's just a lie.捕まえてくれないのなら誰のものでもない
If you don't come to keep me
Then I don't belong to anyone.構わずに行くって
It doesn't matter, just keep goingKasumi is bright
Like mist gradually dissipating時は全てを私に伝えてく
Time tells me everything誰よりも愛されてた
More loved than anyone else誰よりもこれからもずっと
I hope more than anyone else that it will be like this from now on.そんな想いは今も私を責め続けてる
This thought still condemns me.気付かずに生きていって
If I could live without noticing守りたいあなたの想いを
Protect your beautiful intentions綺麗な私のままで消えてしまえたなら
I disappear completely with my pure self愛してる愛してたの誰よりもこれからもずっと
I love you, and I have loved you
I hope more than anyone else that it will be like this from now on.たとえあなたが全て知ってしまったとしても
Even if one day
You know all the truth忘れない忘れないわ
I won't forget, I won't forget私だけ愛し続けてく
I will only continue to love you二度と戻れない日々を夢見て生きてゆく
Missing the days that can never come back
Keep living in the dream
Try using writerside
Today I tried out writerside (hereinafter referred to as ws), a new product from jetbrain.
An editor mainly based on markdown and xml syntax, aimed at writing API documents.
Naturally, this product is also document-based, unlike many current note-taking software that is block-based.
The product is currently in the EA testing stage and the product price is unknown.
And it doesn't feel very smooth. The support for HTML is limited, for example, you can't insert HTML blocks, Ruby blocks, etc.
The following are some of the things that impressed me most about ws:
- Another set of images is available for dark mode.
- The table function of md is very comfortable to edit and will automatically correct and organize the format.
- It can be easily deployed to the GitHub page, and finally a very beautiful web page can be output. PDF and docx are of course also supported.
- Project git backup is very convenient.
I personally don't think it's suitable for daily note-taking.
